LYRICS FROM MUSTARDS RETREAT ALBUM "A Resolution of
Something"
1. The Road Back Home to You
(words: Tamulevich/Hough, Music: Tamulevich) David- vocal,
guitar, harmonica Michael- harmony, bass The Kennedy's- harmonies, 2nd acoustic
guitar Danny Cox- drums
I heard the screen door slam, heard the gravel grind heard
that voice
inside my head say: It really is the end this time. So I
gathered what
I needed, it didn't take me long It's easy once you've crossed
that
line, and the only place to be is gone.
And I thought I'd find a somewhere that had never know your
eyes A
tomorrow where you eyes had never filled the empty skies. A
place that
held no echoes, and a space that held no tears where time
would not
stand still the way it did when you were near.
CHORUS: Still I find I'm driving down that road to nowhere.
Nowhere's
every town I've been through. In my heart I know I'll never
find that
somewhere because every road I'm on leads back to you.
So I went looking for some answers with the passions of my
youth but I
didn't find much till I started looking for the truth. And
there among
the scars and ashes, was a path that headed home and the
knowledge that
you were the greatest gift I'd ever known.
Now I hear you've moved to Michigan, to a town outside
Marquette Where
the pace of life is saner, far from history and regret.
Please forgive
me this intrusion, but there's so much that still rings true
that if
you'll take the chance, I'll make the trip, just to talk
with you.
2. The Summer and You
(words & music: Tamulevich). Thanks to Jack Williams for
opening the door to this one, and Greg Brown forÉjust
being Greg Brown David- vocal, guitar Michael-bass Jack
Williams- 2nd
guitar
There's a moon tonight, down behind the trees. A starry sky, and a
chilly breeze. The Summer runs, like a little stream as it
hurries
south, full of big time dreams. There were dreams here once,
all shiny
and you, but they all went south, with the Summer and you.
I split some wood. stacked it too. I never could seem to
find the time
when I was with you. And there are secrets here. Answers
too, but you
need to know the right questions, and I never do. The road
out front,
is just an old dirt track. It's the one you took, without
looking back.
The frost will come, in another week or so, then it won't be
too much
longer before the first snow. I've always liked it here,
where the
season's change: I never could understand your need for
things to stay
the same. You do the best you can, with what's given you,
but what was
best for me, was not enough for you.
The moon peeks out, then disappears again, not wanting to
intrude, just
like a worried friend. It's a familiar place, I thought I
had forgot
but like a crossroad's deal, seems it's what I bought. I
played my
hand, seems it fell straight through, and it all went South,
with the
Summer and you.
3.Stars on My Left
(words: Tamulevich/Hough, Music: Tamulevich) Michael- vocal,
guitar,
bass David- harmony
Stars on my left, moon on my right My only companions on
this road
tonight. A ring round the moon holds the promise of snow.
The future's
ahead, far behind's all I know.
Now you've found someone who's love sings to you. And I've
been the
king of denial, it's true. We worked all these years just to
nurture
this flame now our hopes are in ashes, but love still
remains.
And this is the road where I make up my mind. My choices are
clear as
the moon in the sky. Words may confuse you: your heart never
lies. Now
I'm on my way, still wanting to stay here with you.
There's no rage inside me, no vengeance no blame. The ghosts
of the
past are still chanting
my name. But the time always comes when
there's nothing to do but let go of the old and so hold
something new.
And yes, I remember, the times and the seasons the words
that were
promised and all we believe in. And somewhere there must be
a rhyme and
a reason in having to go, but wanting to stay here with you.
Stars on my left, clouds to my right. I'm left with my conscience and
memories tonight and I'd make a wish, but I'm torn straight
in two. I
guess in the end you just drive straight on through.
4.Phone Messages
(words: Hough/Tamulevich, Music: Tamulevich) David Ðvocal,
guitar
Michael- bass
Woodsmoke drifts on a Winter's night Snow blows across my
two
headlights The sky is dark, the fields are white We go to
work in the
morning.
Blossoms grace the hawthorne tree. Love is gentle, but not
to me. I
gave no thought to what might be: I never looked for a
warning.
CHORUS: The house is clean, it's up for sale. Changed my
address, not
much mail. You all come to my big yard sale to buy a dream
for nothing.
Thunder rolls in the Summer's night. Bird songs welcome the
morning
light. May all your troubles turn out right. I'll call you
back if you
need me.
5.The Fishing Video
(Hough/Tamulevich) Michael- vocal,guitar, bass David-
harmony
Watching the fishing shows, my lady and me she said they
were boring.
I had to agree. I said, "Somethings missing, but I
don't know what?"
She said " Take me fishing. I'll think about
that."
So we went to a trout stream a short drive away. She made up
a basket
for spending the day. She brought watercolors, sandwiches
and brew and
a big jar of beads to have something to do.
I took my old fly rod, my Dad's wicker creel. I spent $200
on a
Hemingway reel my old leaky waders, and camouflage hat and a vest with
more pockets than I knew how to pack.
CHORUS: Sometimes the river whispers, sometimes the river
roars
sometimes the river chuckles with the secrets of the shore.
The river
hurries onward, the creek runs clear and freeÉ Sometimes
these things
just roll along the way
they ought to be.
I put on my waders, she took off her shoes we stepped in the
water
together. I knew that I'd better not say what every
fisherman knows
there were hellgrammites crawling right under her toes.
I fished slowly upstream, she walked on the stones neither
of us was
completely alone our thoughts ran together, though
separately drawn and
each time I looked around she had one less thing on.
Now trout fisherman are a hard headed lot but my Hemingway
reel could
not spool up my thoughtÉ The air was like mystery, the water
felt
colder she was perched like a mermaid on top of a boulder.
Now you only find trout in the loneliest places where it's
rare to see
ladies with light in their faces. I chased her, she ran up
the back
like a deerÉ. and I in my waders squelched right after her.
Now everyone knows what I'm singing about. It's a
wonder I actually
caught a nice trout. She actually painted a picture or two
when some
boy scouts came drifting along in canoes.
She was combing the pine needles out of her hairÉ and they
checked out
my fish, but they were looking at her and one asked her,
" Now why are
you looking so pleased?" and she said, "There's a
big one I caught and
released."
6. Shenandoah
(Traditional) David- lead vocal Michael- harmony
7. Down the River
( words: Traditional, Tamulevich, Hough,
Music: Tamulevich) David- vocal, guitar Michael- harmony,
bass DC
Fitzgerald- 2nd guitar The Dijonettes ( )- harmonies
Oh the river is up, the channel is deep the waves are steady
and
strong. Let the voice of your oar, the measure keep as you
row your
boat along.
Oh the water is bright, it's sparkling like gold in the rays
of the
morning sun. And out here on the river, these times that you
keep fill
your dreams when your day is done.
CHORUS: Down the river, sweep and row another day is done.
Down the
river, off we go, out in the morning sun.
There's a rhythm that runs through the fabric of life. It's
a simple,
yet elegant, weave. It reminds us of who it is we want to
be, a
perspective and balance we need.
And with the sun through the trees, and the geese overhead
and the
morning as clear as a song each pull of these oars is an
answer I've
found in a world sometimes terribly wrong.
CHORUS
8. The Water is Wide
(Words: Traditional, new lyrics by Michael Hough, Heather
MacFarland, and David Tamulevich, Music: Traditional)
Michael- vocal Garnet Rogers- guitar David Woodhead- piano
I saw your face once in a dream and looked at me, or so it
seemed. Our
hands reached out, across the water's grace and the dream
was gone, all
except your face.
When first we met, a kiss told all. As we stood amazed in
the soft
snowfall. I asked you once, " Is it really you?"
And your eyes said,
"Yes". You
have found me too.
CHORUS: The water is wide, I can't cross over. Nor do I have
bright
wings to fly. Build me a boat that can carry tow and both shall row,
my love and I.
Now you lie so near me in this night. And your eyes shine
clear in the
candle light.. From a stream of lives joining heart and hand
we can
take this chance to love again.
And we steer this boat down a mighty stream past the banks
of time
between songs and dreams. We are restless souls who have
found a home
and who could not cross that stream alone.
CHORUS
9. Pay the Toll
(Words: Hough, Tamulevich, Music: Hough) Michael: vocal,
guitar, bass
David Harmony, guitar Garnet Rogers: Electric Guitars
The introduction to this song (in italics) was written by
David
Mallett. David Tamulevich-vocal, guitar Michael-bass
Darkness falls, their fires they light pity those who live
in fright.
mercy upon those who fight for someplace in the sunset.
Sounds of war, pistols roar violence walks among the poor.
Danger lurks
at every door and people's eyes are blinded.
Stop and shop, a hotel flop, killers, fools and crazy cops.
It all goes
on and never stops no love, no rest, no reason.
Concrete walls, dingy halls drunk men sleeping where they
fall. Living
hard, and dying small and drowned and disillusioned.
Dragon queen, street machine, fading fast and feeling mean.
An old man
sits and eats his beans he know his loves lies resting.
And poet's spears, pale but true they all send their love to
you. And
they all know what they must do to purify their senses.
Pay the Toll
I can see the future coming, it's a hundred years away it's
still
running from the war
we're still preparing for today. It's a desperate
group of people who are hungry on the road with a mule to
pull the
wagon, and the kids up on the load. You might think I'm
talking crazy,
but I am what I must be and I want you all to know that I
can see.
Oh the leader is a dreamer.
He's a lot like you and me. And his eyes
are looking down the road as far as he can see. When you
travel at a
mule's pace, the
world is very vast and in every lonesome valley
there's a lesson from the past. You might think the world is
crazy, you
might think we've lost control but the road unfolds before
us. Pay the
toll.
If you see the future coming, and you think you'll ride the
wave you
might put your mind to what you'd like to bring along and
save. I'm not
much for new religions, or for politics and suchÉ riding
shotgun on the
wagon, I'm not asking very much. You might think I'm
talking crazy,
but I am what I must be and I want you all to know that I
can see.
Every human in the story that is written in the earth holds
a fistful
of the destiny that we chose before our birth. If you
measure your
reflection by the length of shadows cast then the future
builds a
fortress in the ruins of the past. You might think I'm
talking crazy,
but I am what I must be and I want you all to know that I
can see.
And I can see the future coming, it's a hundred years away
it's still
running from the war that we're preparing for today. It's a
desperate
group of people who are hungry on the road with a mule to
pull the
wagon and the kids up on the load You might think the world
is crazy,
you might think we've lost control but the road unfolds
before us. Pay
the toll
10. Solitary Beach
( Tamulevich) David- vocal, guitar David
Woodhead: Bass
It could be nothing but a dream. A dream is nothing but a
wish. Wishes
sometimes do come true on a magic night like this.
But you are so far away. More than time and words can reach
as I sit,
at end of day, on this solitary beach.
I'm not often in this place, where the bottom can't be found
as I fall
and twist and spin never reaching solid ground.
And I have tried the best I could to walk down a sacred path
like a
child lost in the woods hoping bread crumb trails will last.
CHORUS: Questions are like skipping stones that we throw
across the
sea. They mark the distance, heading home further, farther,
now from
me.
If there's one thing that I know, that I remember here
tonight in a
world so dark and cold you are my one and only light.
11. Mindy's Song
( words: Tamulevich/Hough, Music: Tamulevich) David: vocal,
guitar
Michael- bass, harmony Karrie Potter- harmony, 2nd guitar
Yeah, it's an early morning, getting up at 5. The world so
still and
quiet, helps me feel alive. No one I've got to talk to, no
questions
why. Just headlights Ôcross the empty fields and a twilight
sky.
I work a county road
crew, on a paving team. Out in the Summer weather
I can thing and dream. The wind and sun tattoos my skin a
tawny brown
and the rain, well it's the rain, and it just pours on down.
CHORUS These county roads are dangerous, people fly on by.
They never
even see you: most don't even try. All rushing for tomorrows
that may
never be, but for I'm happy being here, just being me.
It's not a place I ever thought my life would lead. To my
surprise it
gives me something that I need. And I've finally realized
that things
work out somehow Ôcause I've been through some tough times,
but it's
all right now.
Old friends don't seem to understand, or want to know.
"is this what
you went to college for?" I just let it go. Life's made
of songs and
mysteries and little poems as we all search for that
someplace we can
call our own.
CHORUS
12. A Resolution of Something
(Hough) Michael- vocal, guitar, David- dulcimer David
Woodhead: bass, piano
My Father's ghost came to me in my sleep and took me on a
spirit walk.
He said, " Before I died I never got too deep with you.
Too busy being
me. But deadÉ Old
needs and plans have sifted from my head and I've
been listening to your songs. I knew my children walk on paths I'll
never tread. But I have learned how much I'm part of you.
"So here's a picture for you, that I drew. I want you
to remember when
you wakeÉ Each line and stroke's a gift out of the blue the
love that's
mine to give, and yours to take." He said " I like
the music that you
play so wake up now, and write this down. It's day."
13. Bowling Green
(instrumental) (Tamulevich) David- dulcimer Michael-bass
Karrie Potter- 2nd guitar, banjo
14.The Michigan Mosquitoes
(Words: Hough, Traditional
tall tale, Music: Hough) Michael- vocal,
guitar. bass David- harmony Madcat Ruth: Harmonica
In Michigan not long long ago, mosquitoes could not fly but
they were
big and bad enough to look a logger in the eye. And every
Spring they'd
plant their feet on both sides of the stream and pick the loggers off
the rafts that floated down between. Well Paul Bunyan heard
about this,
and he said it would never do he said "I'll go get
reinforcements:
teach those bugs a thing or two!" So he went down to
Texas and brought
back some Killer Bees to try and start an insect war beneath
the
northern trees.
CHORUS: Oh Paul Bunyan, see what have you done When you mess
with
Mother Nature, she comes back to have some fun. Oh Paul
Bunyan, see
what have you done? These Michigan mosquitoes have got us on
the run.
Oh the Texas bees were nasty, the mosquitoes were tough and
mean. There
was buzzin' and bitin' and stingin' and fightin' like no one
had ever
seen. But the battleground grew silent with a hush between
the trees
when the king of the mosquitoes met the queen of all the
bees. He was
brown and bad and handsome with his sword and suction pips.
She was
beautiful and deadly in her black and yellow stripes. As
they circled
around each other looking for an opening close enough to
touch antennae
little birds began to sing. They sang thisÉ CHORUS
Soon it seemed like they were dancing, they decided not to
flight so
the war became a pow wow and the party went all night. Angry
buzzing
turned to humming, open war to wedded bliss and the loggers
were heard
to mutter " Nothing goods gonna come of this" So
our Michigan
mosquitoes are the children of that night twice as big and
twice and
ugly all in brown and yellow stripes. And they fly in tight
formations,
roaring like a mighty wind they're exceptionally fuzzy and
they've got
stingers on both ends.
CHORUS
15. A Mile Beyond
Trouble
( Words: Tamulevich/Hough, Music: Tamulevich) David- vocal,
guitar
Michael: bass Jack Williams- guitars Danny Cox- drums
I found myself with some time in the city just looking for
something to
do. And I thought, what a shame and a pity that I couldn't
spend this
time here, with you.
Life has a way of making you crazy has a way of leaving you
feeling
small. But today I'm a mile beyond trouble and none of that
can touch
us at all.
I took the time just to let my feet wander to go wherever
they wanted
to. Down the streets, through the shops and the gardens: so
much here
reminds me of you.
Once you and I almost had something special, I remember, on
a day like
today. Too many voices, too many distractions and we just
let that
chance slip away.
CHORUS: So much of life is tension and trouble. So rare
these moments
that are simple and plain. Thinking of you helps me burst
through that
bubble and find a balance in the things I can change.
Later in the day I was down by the river where we used to go
when
nothing was clear. There you were, and you smiled as I walked up and
said "You know I hoped you'd be here."
We found ourselves with some time in the city let the
problems of the
world rise and fall "cause today we're a mile beyond
trouble and none
of that can touch us at all.
This project would not have been possible without the
extraordinary and
generous work done by the musicians and engineers who's
names and
studios appear here. The majority of the recording,
assembling, and the
mixing was done in Ann Arbor, MI at Solid Sound, with the
assistance of
long time collaborators and friends Rob Martens, Willard
Spencer, Chris
and Eric .
Additional recordings were done by, and at:
David Woodhead, DC Fitzgerald Glen Brown Marcus Michael King (Peter O)